Days went by, the poets disappeared
Some found new paths, others rediscovered the old ones
Poems not shared, almost vanished....
The journey was too long, and tiring
And at a time everyone needed a cure
The poets assemble again
To relive the old times, with new memories
To tell ourselves again,
Poetry is our soul, Poetry is the Cure!!!

I stepped up, I tred down,
I looked into the clouds, I peeked under the sea,
Each time, my smile grew wider
As I realised, What a Beautiful Life I am Living...

A myriad thoughts play in my head
Soothing music I listen from my soul
A pacifying calm I feel in myself
A deep trance I seem to be moving into.....

Some sort of peace
Some kind of excitement
I want to dance
I also want to sit and watch others dance........

I find my smile again,
Not half, not three- quarters
But, a complete wide grin
A symbol of the happiness I feel deep within........

Random!

Love yourself mate
Love yourself like nobody has ever
Love yourself like you have never loved anybody more
Love those intense eyes, that killer smile, the charm
And that is your first step back into Life, first move into loving others!!!

Random Random Stuff

The subtle smile,
The charm on your pretty face
The cute persona, that you have always been
Will you let them disappear?
Won't you remove the veil that you wear??
Won't you let me see, let us see???
Because, this is you,
And nothing stops you forever....
Kill with this charm
Kill with this Smile....
For this, I could die a million deaths!!!!! 

Was it deliberate????
Why am I so broken?
I feel a lack of power
Instinctive reactions
I ask my inner self for answers
And all I get in return
Inner voice yells out
"Its not deliberate Loser, Get a Life"

I wanna Fly...
Fly so high, that I will look like a star...
Fly so high, that I will shine so bright!!!!

Do you remember the angel,
The angel I saw in the aeroplane...
Oh, and the side effects she causes,
She called me her star
And, I am loving it!!!!!

Is it me who is feeling insane
Or are you driving me mad???
I don't know how
But, what I have been thinking
All day, all night
Is you!!!!


PS: Random thought... nobody in mind

Oh dearest Angel....
Look up and smile wide,
For you have nothing to worry anymore
I am by your side now!!!! 

I walked down the aisle
In the aeroplane of life
There I saw a face, that stood out
A fear I see in the face, a strange feeling of discomfort
Then I realised, she was an angel travelling with humans........ :)

A million stars stare down
Myriad Colours of jealousy around
Feels numb, a sense of peace,
Giving company to the lonely dark streets
He is a vagabond, in search of his dreams!!!!

As I fly through the storm,
Soaring high from where I fell to the ground
The wandering lady in blue whispers into my ear
"Everybody needs to fall, to learn to rise"!!!!!

Can't stop thinking... Day and night!!!

Many faces I have seen,
Many people I have met,
And Many more I observed
But, there always remained an empty space in them....

Some were truly blank,
And a few others, thought they were not empty
But, none could win me outright
I became an emperor, none could conquer.......

As my ego began building
I saw this beautiful face
I saw a charisma, a light at the end of the tunnel
But, soon I thought into thin air she would glide.....

Believing I would remain unconquered,
I took a stride
I had a closer look,
I lost myself, without a fight.....

Such intensity, such beauty
Like nobody ever in my sight
She stood smiling
Dumbstruck, my lips were sealed tight....

Gathered courage, I smiled
Spoke cautiously, hearing my heart pounding loud outside
She spoke back, with that coarse voice
My heart was in my throat, ready to pop outside
I just can't stop thinking.. That voice haunts me Day and Night.......

A Lone Tree!!!!

The clouds come together
Skies go dark in a flash
Wind begins to blow strong
Taking everything that comes its way....

Here I stand in the middle
A lone tree, rough and strong
The wind slaps me across my face
I duck, I shuffle, I dodge.....

The wind loses temper,
Starts punching me hard
I smile through the blood on my face
"I have nothing left to lose", I say.......

The winds loses energy,
It goes away
Tearing me apart, tiring me out
I still stand my ground, I don't complain.......

I may look for some sunshine
Like a shoulder to rest my head on
And, doves to soothen me
To tell me, Everything is going to be fine.....

I am not weak
Nor am I depending
I just stood through what the "strong" fear
Knowing the storm would strike again.....
I would always stand there
Till I calm it down to breeze
All I seek is its peace
Though Happiness may be the small price I must pay......

Moonlight to Sunshine!!!!!

I stayed up from moonlight to sunshine
Thought about random moment of life
The words I heard and the words I spoke
The songs that were sung,
The jokes guffawed at,
I lost count on my Lagers,
They did not seem bitter anymore.....
I thought.......

There was fear in me,
I did not want to think
I was afraid they would be gone
I sought reassurance that I was awake
There was music playing in my speakers
But, not playing in my head
Felt like my ears have barricades
Music was not soothing anymore....
I feared......

And, then came the sunshine
Bringing along with it, a new hope
A ray of immortal light, very divine
I realised the truth
This was life's most important journey,
And, it began long ago
I prayed to finish the journey
And suddenly, Lager was bitter
And, no more left to have....
The barricades were crashed
Music played loud into my ears.....
My mind felt at ease;
With light came hope.... A prayer
I hope.......

There are many people I must prove to
Many mouths I must shut,
And leave many other mouths wide open....

Never feels good to feel like an underdog
Not easy to just smile and take it all
I always gave it back; successfully
But, there was something, that was still missing....


I realised, giving it back was vain
I can't keep answering every person coming my way
All I needed was that spark
And, I could answer the whole world in a go.....


My mind wandered all around,
Into prohibited zones, and was never prosecuted
But, I remained unsatisfied
The quest, though silent, still remained....


Every night as I decide to sleep
I promise myself never to let myself down
For, it is not a selfish need anymore
It is an aspiration,

I am falling apart inside
Complicating everything I feel
My heart seems to be bleeding to death
But, I smile and walk the path......

Living as two persons
Nothing new to me
The world sees "The Me"
My dearest know "The True Me"....

The people inside have risen in count
Three faces that I own
One person consoles, another fakes a smile
The third hides far behind the other two shadows.

Truly destructive it gets
My own ones can't judge the fake
Though I lay behind two masks
I still continue to wither..... deep within!!!!!

As the light shines into my face
And, the numbness of the morning plays its game,
I feel something in my chest
Something absolutely strange.......
Like a cannon ball crushing my ribs
Not from outside, but from within....

As I try getting up
Feels like I have been tied down
My head is drenched in sweat
And throat parched like a desert
I try to shout, can't speak a word......

And suddenly, a burst of adrenalin
I pull myself up in a go
With such ease, as if I had never been tied
I look around to see where I am
Smiling at what I saw, I go back to sleep!!!!!!

Behind the clown's mask!!!!!!!!!

A free verse out of sheer imagination to express that how ever calm a person may be, how much ever he tolerates what comes to him, if his loved ones are ill treated, the devil that he hides would just come out..........

Lately, its been hard, really hard
Breathing like I am sick, very bad
Tracing back I know how it began
Oh my God, It was a cacophony.......

Like a gun's magazine, so rusted
Ages since I last rested
I take a pen to write this song
Waiting eagerly, shouldn't take too long.......

Is there rage burning in me?
Looking into me, if I could see
Traces of pain in my body so numb
Is it me, Am I just being dumb........

Chasing him I run so fast
Now I don't want him to last
How could he say something like that
I shall not forgive this brat........

I hold him by his collar
Tries bribing, offers me in dollar
He escapes, runs up the ladder
I kick him hard that he leaks his bladder.......

He is shocked, never seen me this way
I would kill him if I may
Mortal art I know, martial art I train
Human I am and so I remain.....

I sit him down, I speak to him
"All these days I made you laugh till the brim
A clown I may seem, don't take me for a ride
Behind that mask is where I hide........."

"Thats my girl" I tell to him
The look on my face, he goes dim
She is so fine, He spoke to her badly
I turn him black and blue, I ask him to flee.......

I walk to her, hold her against my chest
As she feels my heart, I tell her it was God's test
Assuring her my presence, come what may
"My love for you is such, My life I can lay........"

Compromise - What does it mean?

I don't know if this is a poem. but, for sure, I have just expressed a confusion I have. I often hear people use this term, and I keep asking myself, why is this word used in negative aspect always?Why does it sound so pitiful? And a million other questions. But, today, I am just sharing one question....

Compromise, that is a big word

It is often used

And I am yet unaware what it means....

As we move in life,

And good comes across

We try to own them, and succeed

But, when we try discarding

Out of boredom, confusion, let be anything

If the good doesn't leave,

Is that what we call compromise?

We build hopes, we build relations

At every step, we see tempting doors

We wish to enter, putting everything built at stake

But, we don't.... Is this compromise?

We seek the best, we believe we have it

But with time, we look only at the faults

We see something new, think it is the best

We only look at what the old stuff lacks, forget the good

Now we seek something else, thinking to discard the old

If you still stick to the old, Would it mean compromise????

I am in the dark

Trying to know what compromise is

Why is it often used?

Or, has it always been misused?

Psychedelic emotions!!!!


As the sun shines through my window
And the ice begins to melt,
There is a sudden sense of joy
And there arise glimpses of sorrow.......

My heart pumps more blood
There is music playing in my head
My body wants to move fast
I feel like a hawk soaring high.....

Pearls of sweat drip off my head
The wind is freezing everything it touches
Seems like I am already dancing
My soul can't rest anymore.....

There are thoughts in my head
Of that one person, my lady luck
I may be hallucinating
But, I seem to feel someone's breath through the air.....

But, suddenly I feel restricted
Like a bird shot on the wing
Like a prisoner tied with chains
An unrest brought down by curfew.....

I wake up from my psychedelic trance
I look up and down; into my phone
I stare deep into emptiness, realising it was nothing but a dream

GATHER YOURSELF..... The Angel says..........

When the world seems to be falling apart

I have lost myself completely

My head goes through a black out

Thinking doesn't occur to me anymore......

I can sense my heart racing through

My blood seems to be bubbling out

I choke, I cough

I don't feel the life in me anymore.......

Immature acts overflow

I have no control over them now

I look up at the Goddess, the angel

She knows I seem to be possessed........

I know I can't lose

But, I am helpless... clueless.....

"Gather yourself"...... The angel says

Don't fall off the cliff

Prove your worth

Or you will never improve.......

I hadn't lost hope

I know I would change for good

I seek one more chance from the ever-loving angel

For, I must win against all odds......

Grace flows from her eyes

As she looks at me; with rage

"I give you one more chance" She says

"Just don't torture me now

You have asked too many boons today......."

I accept the chance

Promising myself that I would toil

Blood and sweat, I shall work

To decorate my life and become worthy........

As the moon gets covered
And the clouds take over
My heart opens up
To look for you, my love.

I am intoxicated, I know
Nothing more intoxicating than you, my love.

The drug I take surrenders to you
Just the way I do
I love you
And nobody can take the place you hold, my love....

There is no room for anyone else baby
I am only yours Forever, my love..................

Pleasure in bits and pieces.... :)

The beautiful words,
The flattering compliments
The cute talks
Small, affectionate posts
The ever lovely "I Love You"
Trivial they may seem,
Or, Yes, they are
By the end of the day
They mean so much
Putting a wide smile on one's face
Making the heart feel refreshed.
Somebody rightly said
"Good things come in small packages".......

PURPOSE....... ONLY PURPOSE.........

There are somethings you want,
There are somethings you need,
But, when these become a Purpose of Life
There is no stopping, you finally succeed.......

Many of those people out there
Seem to have taken your place.
Consider it as life's game
Don't sit back, face it
And gradually;you will reach way ahead............

You will Live your dream
He will keep his word
Stand up, He is here to hold
He shall carry you till there
And never let you fall
He can give his life, he must see you on top of the world
He will love you as much, even if he doesn't deserve to be there
He shall wait all his life, till you come and take him away........ :)

Surrender to You, My Love.!!!!

Every moment seems fresh
Like the Early morning Dew
The smell of wet mud
The first light of the day....

Serene and pacifying
Every word we share
Love flows through my Blood
Thinking about You, who is somewhere There....

My heart leaps
It wants to come out
"What do I do here". it says
"When your Life is all Her"........

I think of you
I dream of you
I have surrendered to you
Now, you are the one Who completes Me.....

I shall stand by you
I shall Love you
I will never make you insane
I will be a Lovable Pain.....

If you ever say The End
And Wish me Good bye
My breath would stop, after taking your Name
I will fall, but, my love will never fail........

Where do I go now?
Lost in the woods, I am downed
Trying to pull myself up
Hurting every bit of muscle, Tearing them apart......
I try to show this is no Dreamworld
And, I am no villian who lies convincingly
I am not insane that I speak no sense
I am no actor who plays this role with ease.....
I regretted not knowing to swim
But, now I really don't
'Cause I am already drowned
In the ocean of misery that I got.......
I cannot respond
My body is like frozen meat
Waiting to be roasted not to last.......
My eyes are bloodshot
I want to scream and cry
I realise that my tears have dried
Now, there is only blood that I can shed........
All I will do now is wait
Deep in the pit that I have been abandoned at
I shall not stretch out my hands for anyone
Till the day breaks, and I wake up from my slumber.......

Lifeless!!!!
Inspired by an article I read in the Newspapers

Was I a criminal
Did I ever Forge
All I knew was to feel
And reciprocate all that I felt.......
Was I an intruder
Encroaching illegally into a world
A world that spread happiness
Happiness that was my own.......
Was I a killer
Always unfaithful for his gain
I never tried being selfish
Alas! the killer has been killed.....
What was the crime
To show love, that was limitless
To play a prank that is believed to be true
Or, is the world unfair, smiling at my dead soul........

My Imagination Speaks.....
A treat to my eyes, it surely was
Grazing through my stubble
That supple skin of yours
Turning a beautiful pink.....


Blood rushed through my veins
My soul jumped as I skipped a thousand beats
I fell for You, Head over heels!!

What a Beautiful Life!!!!!!

A time when nobody sleeps
There I lie on the bed
Eyes closed, deep slumber
Smiling away to glory
Assuming the thoughts in my head; Dreams
As the Truth, pleasant truth......

Living every moment of it
My heart begins to beat hard
Feels like my chest would rip open
I stay put like a log, on the bed
Loving the way I feel
I am smiling away to glory......

I see someone lying next to me
With hand upon my chest
Feeling my heart,
Or stopping it from popping out
I don't realise it is a dream
I have not stopped smiling away to glory.....

I hear a sweet voice call out my name
I try talking back, but, she doesn't seem to hear
The voice gets louder, I wake up
I see mom...
Imagining what a fool I am, I smile away to glory; shyly............

High!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This poem came into my head one nite when i was lying on top of a water tank of a building along with my friends... i was looking at the sky and i fell in love with it... thus, this arose then...

Oh!!! This is Beauty

I look up, I see

The stars are racing through the sky

Seems like a mad rush for the moon

That looks like a pretty lady's side profile......

I am mystified by this beauty

I know, i am not i my senses

I seem to be inebirated

By inhaling the Mist flowing through....

Chill breeze strinking my body

Feels like ice on a red-hot iron

I smile, I don't know why

This is a night i will always Remember......

Bliss!!!!
This poem, I dedicate to my dear Friend K.K. It is from one conversation with him that I stole the phrase Moonlit Night.... And, it is that poetic Conversation that has made me come here again and post.....
Lying down on the grass
I look at the stars
And, the bats fly across
One beautiful moonlit night.....

An owl hoots at a distance
Taking me into another world
The Mystery of the Night
At a time when most of the world is at peace....

Fresh settlements of dew
Tickle my neck
Bringing memories of the childhood days
When this would have been "The Extreme Pleasure"...

The fragrance in the air
Heavenly bliss
Refreshing every torn flesh
Mending a heart, once shred to tatters.....

The sounds of the night
Strangely sedating
Force my eyelids close
Before I sleep on that pretty moonlit night.....

A Fairytale!!!!

Inspired by a movie I just watched. 

A beautiful life I lived
Looking out into the space
Beyond the stars, far away
So many angels I did see
But, one defined desperation to me.
A Princess from outside this world
The prettiest in the mystic fairyland

The fairy taught me what love was
A divine hypnosis, spirited insight
A hyper- person that I am
Put into a trance by a sacred rhythm
Everything seemed bright, and the angel disappeared
Taking away every light, Soul of the world..

Frustration in me, a complete despair
A dream (that) came true, Shattered (me) again
No hope in me, am lone again
Till I breathe heavy and fair.....

Pumping every muscle that was eaten away
A 'six pack ab', I decide, must pull me through
Hurting every muscle, a rough terrain
Nobody to caress me, I still survive.........

Sensing the angel everywhere
And memories of those beautiful days
I can smell her Divine Madness today
Or, it is my Madness, do I say
This is a tale of a fairy and me
A true fairytale indeed!!!!

Game, it all seems

So fast, so lovely

The drizzle among the leaves,

Underneath, a couple of geeks.....

A story; of love, of peace

Beautiful minds that care

For the geeks, for each other

But, hiding what they feel

Till one day they have to leave.....

Day and night they dream

A future together, they see

Love is in the air

But, confusion plays its dumb game.....

They wait, months and years

Hope to see each other again

When they would open their hearts

And live life, somewhere far away................

A friend of mine asked me to describe the eyes and smile of an imaginary girl, to see how spontaneous I can be... this is how I described....

Eyes, I am fascinated
So deep, I sink into them
The twinkle I see
Magnificient, I love it
Flushed by tears
They seem burnished
Eyes that fascinate me....

Smile, that makes me smile
A pacifist, assuaging every pain
Pleasant, like cold breeze on my face
Blushed face, Deadly anasthetic
Smile, that takes my breath away....

A Trip to Heaven!!!!!!
Spontaneously written.......

The world beyond Life
Beauty that Mystifies
Divinity, Feels like an Elixir.......
Myriad stars,
Light to the Dark beings........
Munificient souls,
Displaying the value of Love,
Breathing Life
Into the souls of the Peer
That seeked pleasures
In a world of Penury
During their time.........
Smiles glitter everywhere
Love is spread magnanimously
To all beings there....
There is no discrimination
Color, Race, Religion
They have no place
In "JANNAT"
Where Humanity alone survives....


AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From the Ashes!!!!!!!
This poem is a shade too strong.. I beg your Pardon friends, If you thnk the poem is violent.... It is just a product of One emotion of mine...... Sorry again!!!!!

The mask is lost,

The "ME" again rises

From the ashes of the ones

Destroyed by Past 'Raging Fires'......

Melting metal, thunderous roars;

A call of revenge...

Blood thirsty soul, ruined of its peace

Numb all this while

Restarined from the emotional world

A smile stuck on my face

Doesn't exist anymore...

Run for your soul,

Run for your Peace..

Your game is over....

Its your time to see

What it is like,

To play with volcanoes fast asleep...

AMEN!!!!!!

A LETTER
As the Day passes
And the night arrives,
I'm Eager
Waiting to go to sleep
Guess Why!!, Dear
Then Begins a beautiful Phase
The only time I get to see you...
As the sun rises and Dawn Breaks
I don't want to get off bed
I stay there for a few more minutes
Just don't feel like releasing you
From my arms,
As I lose hold finally
I shall say
"Oh girl of my dreams,
Do wait till I meet you this Night"

Random Thoughts....

I really don't know
Will it ever happen again
The Days seemed to be Fun
Till all turned out to be a Game...

Smiles, Coffee and more
Love was in the Air
Or may be it was a dream
Trying to be a reality.....

Our pleasures knew no bounds
The faces were gleaming
Like the Flame on the Phoenix Tail
At least Before you realised
It was just a candle flame........

Now, when things are not the same
Smile still sticks to my face
Seems like I ve moved on
Or May be that is what i want to portray....

Anger, Lies, these are so miniscule
In My world which is filled
With the smiles of the people I care
And Happiness still hides somewhere.....

Whatever One may say
We know what we share
Heartbreaks, Bugged life
These comprise just a Passing Phase
" Love life anyday,Dear"
Is the Motto
Follow it, and
Smile will show the way....

Nightmare returns
I am sure this is not one of the conventional writes.... But, Just wanted to post it....

I am Confused

Seems like I have seen something; Wild

Taken over by Fear

Really want to run for a Leak

Try Moving, but am too scared

Anxiety sets in,

Making things worse than ever

I am Shivering,

Feels like I am being Frozen.......

Sweat all over my face,

Feels like I am being roasted............

A state of mixed thoughts, mixed emotions....

I finally gather courage

And look out of my nightmare.......

I run for the leak I had been longing for

Back to sleep, hugging my pillow,

Someone to hold on to

Next time I am Scared..........

Incomplete......
Days pass, nights come along

The journey in the Dark has taken its toll

Enough pain I have seen

But, my soul wants to go on......

Many things I saw

Broken hearts, flushed eyes

Tried to understand them

Mission accomplished only partially.....

Tears I shed, Tears I wiped

Depressed by the dark I had seen

I thought My adventure is over

Till I realised There is a lot to go;

Before I retreat.....

Smile, A mask I wear

To make contact with other smiles

Regaining my vigour

I start from where I had last been.....

Life is an Ice cream
Life is like an icecream
You enjoy it before it melts
Make haste Friends
Don't let it drip away.......

These days we often see
Smoke billows every other moment
Every time it happens,
I think what if it had eaten my life away.....

The feeling that arises
Is that of fear
Fear of delaying what I must do
To make this Ice cream 'taste better than ever'

I have surely realised
A melting ice cream can be frozen
It may not regain its fine shape
But, it can still be enjoyed the same.....

Make haste my dear men
Freeze the dripping life
Take action immediately
before it is too late........

The Divine Lady
Lost in the dark woods

Light is what I seek

To find a right path to the world outside

The world each one of us seeks for....

Hunting for the Goal

I curse the forces

That pushed me into the woods

Putting me through this turmoil...

The visions, the powers

I never wanted them

But, being born with that

Is no pleasure, just Pain....

Fear of the visions coming true

A torture I never wish to know

Is it a divine boon

Or am I the Satan's pleasure....

The shadows run behind me

To take me among their clan

"Come to me; Sweetheart", they say

To put me in the dark forever.....

I run, I run....

Fear takes over my power...

Power to select my vision

To pull my soul out of the mystic woods....

And, I see light

Angelic beauty, mother like grace

A lady descents like a kite

Carrying me in her arms, She flies away....

I look at the shadows

One last glance....

Despair in them, burning them to ashes.....

I then glance at the lady's Divine face

A glare, i close my eye

But, i hear her voice

"Son, don't venture wildly", she says

I feel protected, a warm hug

The lady's face i see

The Divine Lady I shall remember

The Saviour of my soul

From the horrors of the satanic shadows....

The light that removed darkness from my thoughts.....

AMEN!!!!!!

Nightmare....

The devil's cry I hear
Dark sky and hazy moon
A lonely man, I am
Standing on the edge of a haunted cliff.....

I see giant bats flying
Seems like they crave for my blood
I duck, i crouch
But they seem to be seein my moves..

I decide to run
A run for my life
The fear takes over my soul
I can't think anymore....

I trip, a bad fall
I am surrounded all over
They were no bats
They were my own thoughts personified.......

I see another crowd approaching
A very shrill cry, a shriek
I try to get a better look
Straining my eyes to see in the dark
And suddenly, there is light...
I then realise my mind wandered
Into a dimension i ve always wanted to see...

Eyes as pretty as yours
Hair, golden beauty
Words like drops of mercury
Taking away my breath each time i see you......
My heart beats a million times
The world runs at a slow pace
Time seems to be under your control
As i walk the path of petals....................
Waiting to see you sometime
To burn the wood with my fire.....
Playing games I ve never seen
A feeling that is new to my soul.....
It has happened a millon times before
But, this is something fresh......
The day this dream comes true
I would not know how to react.....
I am pretty sure
I will laugh my heart out that day
Happiness will finally take over...............


AMEN!!!!

A malicious life
That of a swine
Waiting to be slaughtered
Not knowing when that would come.....

It seems to me
That will be my life too
If I don't make haste
Stand up against the odds
The evils, Lies.....

The sand, breeze, water
All have done their part
Their share of work
By teaching me something in life....
My turn has finally come
To act as my teachers have taught.....

amen!!!!

The Walk Of My Life.........
I walk alone
On the sea shore
The walk for my life
A life of many others
Concuring with me in my thoughts........

Every wave that reaches the shore
Brushes across my feet
Cleaning the sand on it, as it comes
And leaving back fresh sand
As it goes........

The tiny crabs
Run horizontal
Almost confused where to go
But finally, they go away
Deep into the earth
Where they have nothing to fear......
Or they think that way.......

The salty breeze
With the essence of the sea
Carrying the flavours of various lands
Reach here into my nose.....
There are fragrances
And also stench
Depends on what my nose senses.....
Or what i actually want to sense....

I walk alone
On the sea shore
The walk of my life.......
To learn new avenues
To understand the truth that has been written
By Him, what people say MAKTUB!!
From the dear mother
Mother nature......

I walk alone
On the shore of the sea of wisdom.......

amen!!!!

The summer arrives
The scorching sun
The burning weather
temperatures over 40
The deathly Sun
That is what people say......

One hot day
I am out with friends
All dressed up
and those sexy shades
I wear on my face.....
Protecting my eyes
From deadly rays of the Sun.......

I am dripping
Like everybody else around me.....
The sweat rolls down my face
Like a bead of transparent pearl....
One such drop falls On my shades
Then one more
And more and more......

My glasses are wet
My vision gets blurred....
I remove them to wipe off my sweat
And sixth sense clicks again.......
Thoughts arise
About the way life is.......
Realisations yet again
Another poem in the making......
About blurring of Life
Like the vision Blurred by sweat on the shades......


That is my life
And yours; each one's life.......
The way love Closes our eyes....
And anger closes our brain......
A barrier that can't be overcome
Till it is wiped off, someday.......

I suffer from a lack of words
To express my thoughts
To my dear poets
And friends......
I am unable to write
A poem on what i realised......
But, i surely can
Do it someday....
That day is not far off
May be this is not the time
But as the time arises
My words shall flow
As the sweat flowed on my face
And my glasses of wisdom.....

AMEN!!!!!!

The beauty of nature
Many people are ignorant
So was I for long
Till one night I never slept......
I sat all night in the balcony
Taking pleasure of my solitude
In the darkness of the night
Darkness I have always adored.......

I dreamt with my eyes open
Looked at the bats swish and swoop
Enjoyed the hoot of the owls
The howling of the dogs and wolves.....
Looking at the stars
I thought
Why is darkness hated by the peer????

Time passed
I still sat half naked
On one of the coldest nights.....
When I saw the colour of the sky change....
The darkness had not disapeared
But, there was light too.....
The sky was not dark anymore
A purple haze I did see......
The clouds collecting at the east....
The breeze hitting my face
Making me shiver
But, that was beautiful......
The darkness was actually mixing
With the light......
The attraction of the opposites
The most beautiful view of my life......



The Light finally mixes
With the Darkness of my Life.......

The touch of the brush
the canvas feels
The music of each stroke
so subtle, so Divine......
The softness of each twist
The beauty of the fine strokes
The yin, The yang
The charges attract,
Sparks fly,
The flame is lit.....
As light converges
With the darkness of life.....


The unmatchable darkness of my life!!!!

changing the world.......

Another day in my life begins
I have no clue what i have to face
I sit with my eyes closed
And pray to Him
Ask Him to take the bad away......

The day has now passed
Life is still the same
Nothing has changed in this world
Nothing, i think, would change
Until each one of us
Decides to change.......

I go to bed....
I sit with my eyes closed; yet again
And pray to Him...
This time i ask
For the strength
To change myself for good....
And fulfill my role
In changing the world......

AMEN!!!!!

I Dream.....................


Walking through the streets
I dreamt
What would it be like
If the world had only you and me,
If the earth was only our home.....

I dreamt about how we could
Keep talking poems, philosophy,
Music, Books......
Life would be a small thing.......

But then i realise
This is not possible....
'cause, I need my Ma
And on further thought
I need many more people
And so do you......

So I expanded the population
But, it seemed never to stop....
That is when i realised
I had not been dreaming of the World
But, it was my world..
I was dreaming
Of the world I created
For myself.......

Then, I finally understood
You too could be only a part
Of my day dream
A dream that may never come true.........

A Fanatic's Philosophy.....

The World's conspiracy
The games time plays
All is a part of life
Fair in life and death......

Destiny, I believe
Is fake, no way real....
It is all in the head
One's thoughts
That forms one's fate.........

The past has to die
From one's thoughts
It is over and you can't change it.....
Don't let the future haunt you
It is not in your hands........
All you have is the present
And don't waste this
In pursuit of your future......

Be true to yourself
You can't cheat anybody here
But for yourself.......
You are just a Kid
Play like one
On life's lap......

Live life to the full
Love it, Flirt with it.......
Have no fear Baby!!!!
Take life in its stride
And don't play against the spin...........

Death should never be an option
You don't hold the rights
To decide when you must die......
God is there to see
When it is time to leave this World.....

Weird it may seem
A Fanatic is talking philosophy
It is no Crap, dear
This is life
And we must face it........

the knight thinks.....
Sometimes, i think
what would it be like
if i had not been a knight....
the armoured hero
with a lion's pride.......

Every time i thought
i had the same dream....
a few beautiful conversationsan
unknown divinity
a guardian angel; my own......

I realised the truth
the reason i am a knight....
Had i been a king
I would never have to fight
to save my life, my pride...
for people are there
to give their lives for my soul....

A knight i am; proud indeed
trying to survive at all times...
Many wars, many lives
i shall fight for them all
i shall face the world
where only the fittest survives...

I finally decide
i shall be a knight
The Knight of the Cure.....
I shall fight till the end of time.....

AMEN!!!

those lanes are haunted

the evil rules his mind now

good you weren't embraced

the hopes only increase.....

better turn back

turn soon or you will fall

a prey to the evil lanes...

remain patient, oh li'l girl

your abode waits for you....

the day is not far off

and you will rule him next.....

Her eyes are truly mysterious
seem to consume
the light that escapes the black hole..
kohl rimmed, intoxicating lashes
mere depiction of the beauty....

The eyes that conquer the soul
soul of the world, the elixir of life....
the eyes that transmit power
power that has been attained
the eyes that are the gate way
to the spirit of the Lady...
The lady who owns these eyes
the lady i hallucinate; my princess....

a conquest

life is rocking on d waves......
i m in d middle of a storm...
its gettin tough......
huge waves......
but i know i ll come out of the storm...
and then make history......
history of the victory
of a mortal over God's games....
n the storm he caused.......

games time plays......
I live in this world
world of blame
false accusations
pressure, emotion and hope.....
facing people i shouldn't be facing
seeing things i never wanted to see.....
blamed for something i could never do.......
psychological harassment
tortured on an electric chair.......
i face fear, anxiety, anger, sorrow
what don't i face now?
i have lost hope
lack the confidence i flaunted......
the courage of the knight finally falls.......
the knight now stays alone
in his world......
away from the people he admired
the ones he loved and hated too....
the depressed self of his
can take no more pressure.......
he seeks for truth
the truth that is lost
in the woods of blame
the truth lets him down
and snatches the ray of hope....
the light is put off
the fire extinguishes......
but, somewhere within
he does know
he will light it again
as time heals all pain.....
searching for that light
he wanders alone....
on the boulevard of thorny plants....
he shall succeed
all prayers shall be answered
when time decides
it is time to stop the game.......

when i'm gone!!!!!!!!!!A day, like any other day
i dream, very unique
a dream of love
of life on a bed of roses
surrounded by cascades
and women, the most beautiful
i am pampered, cuddled
and treated like a baby..
fed on the most delicious food
sweets, milk, fruits; what not?
but, nothing pleases me as much
as the life outside this world..
a world of comforts
world so artificial; unreal.....
i jump off the bed
the women stand aghast......
that's when i wake up
and realise the truth..
the dream is the future
a future i shall be responsible for.
a world of comforts, vices and false pleasures...
all that corrupts; addicts.....
sure to happen
WHEN I AM GONE...................

flame of music

The night falls today
something i ve often seen
the night filled with fear
fear caused by anger
a fire in me
burns me all along....
now i curse myself
for all my anger has done
to me and my people around
destroying the harmony......
now i realise....
the music plays in my life again
the music that soothens my soul,
puts my anger off
like the water calms the fire....
but the fire burns in me
a new fire again
that of faith,
music, desire........
i shall live along
with the most inspiring fire...
fire that fuels my life
fire that is my music.....

first experiencethis is a poem i wrote for a lecturer who had recently come to teach us..... she is supposedly this "hot" 22 yr old masters student who has replaced a teacher who resigned...... all guys in the class seem to be really attentive in the most boring subject cos of her presence......

Early in the morning
I wake up to realise
I may have to live
One more damned day in college.
A damned tuesday it was
Very boring, very long
A day filled by lab
A lab where nobody wants to work..
Four hours I spend there
Totally vexed, I am released
Then i suffer two more hours,
Two damned lectures to hear..
Now it had become
A matter of my life and death.
All tired, completely fed up
I sit and wait,
For another hour of boredom, murder and death.
There you enter my class,
My life and soul.
So pretty, so fine
Your first time as well as mine..
The first time you teach,
My first time i concentrate.
Every moment you smile
I skip a hundred beats..
You speak, I blush
A beautiful replenishment; memories
I wait for you to enter again,
My class, my life, my soul........

monsoon bluesThe games we play
So different, yet so similar
A balancing act of sorts
Always on the edge of the wall.
The game of love
In which we have forayed
separated by thoughts
And still so close;
As close as lightning and thunder
The lightning strikes, followed by the thunder.

Most people hate the thunder,
The fact that thunder scares
How dumb these people are
Admiring the lightning
Forgetting that the 'streak' preys...
Could they ever imagine
If the lightning and thunder are talking
The lightning that is ever confused
But,the thunder so intense
Both move hand in hand,
But they are yet so far.......

confusion.....
Here, I sit having lost myself
I am not the person I was yesterday
Your eyes,charm,words,touch,memories
They stay imbibed deep within me.
I know they will stay till I dance in my coffin..
Now,its a part of me
My body,heart and soul.
Now, you are a part of my soul;Me.
Baby!I know I have fallen for you
But I'm confused
Just not sure
If I call this love,
Or just one of those sweet,shortlived feelings
Those I often have....
Have I got the right sparks?
Are you the one I have been waiting for?
Am I really lucky?
Am I really happy?
Or,am I just building castles in the air?
A beautiful shortlived world of fantasy,is it?
I have no clue
I ask myself these questions..
The only answer I know
The only one I can tell myself is:
"I DON'T KNOW!!!"...............

i feel the breeze blow on my face,

ur breath i sense so deep

our first kiss it is grace

I am pouring these lines as i weep.........



I did think always my heart was so strong

I had never known what i would witness

loves pain showed up with a kiss

with u dying in my arms, i cry................

A beauty disguised u came to me
after u left, whom would I see
the love I had from the first day
will remain the same , come what may....................

I can feel and see the beating thing
deep within your bosom I can hear it crying
it weeps to me as still I stood
" OH DEAREST FIRE, I AM YOUR WOOD"....................

I look into your eyes, I sense the pain
your eyes fill as I convince in vain
you hide your tears, seem strong you may
but you would regret this moment someday.................

losing my heart to u, I walk
I spoke all that while, you didn't talk
defeat I did accept, nomore I try
however hurt I am, I've forgotten to cry....................