Psychedelic emotions!!!!


As the sun shines through my window
And the ice begins to melt,
There is a sudden sense of joy
And there arise glimpses of sorrow.......

My heart pumps more blood
There is music playing in my head
My body wants to move fast
I feel like a hawk soaring high.....

Pearls of sweat drip off my head
The wind is freezing everything it touches
Seems like I am already dancing
My soul can't rest anymore.....

There are thoughts in my head
Of that one person, my lady luck
I may be hallucinating
But, I seem to feel someone's breath through the air.....

But, suddenly I feel restricted
Like a bird shot on the wing
Like a prisoner tied with chains
An unrest brought down by curfew.....

I wake up from my psychedelic trance
I look up and down; into my phone
I stare deep into emptiness, realising it was nothing but a dream

GATHER YOURSELF..... The Angel says..........

When the world seems to be falling apart

I have lost myself completely

My head goes through a black out

Thinking doesn't occur to me anymore......

I can sense my heart racing through

My blood seems to be bubbling out

I choke, I cough

I don't feel the life in me anymore.......

Immature acts overflow

I have no control over them now

I look up at the Goddess, the angel

She knows I seem to be possessed........

I know I can't lose

But, I am helpless... clueless.....

"Gather yourself"...... The angel says

Don't fall off the cliff

Prove your worth

Or you will never improve.......

I hadn't lost hope

I know I would change for good

I seek one more chance from the ever-loving angel

For, I must win against all odds......

Grace flows from her eyes

As she looks at me; with rage

"I give you one more chance" She says

"Just don't torture me now

You have asked too many boons today......."

I accept the chance

Promising myself that I would toil

Blood and sweat, I shall work

To decorate my life and become worthy........

As the moon gets covered
And the clouds take over
My heart opens up
To look for you, my love.

I am intoxicated, I know
Nothing more intoxicating than you, my love.

The drug I take surrenders to you
Just the way I do
I love you
And nobody can take the place you hold, my love....

There is no room for anyone else baby
I am only yours Forever, my love..................

Pleasure in bits and pieces.... :)

The beautiful words,
The flattering compliments
The cute talks
Small, affectionate posts
The ever lovely "I Love You"
Trivial they may seem,
Or, Yes, they are
By the end of the day
They mean so much
Putting a wide smile on one's face
Making the heart feel refreshed.
Somebody rightly said
"Good things come in small packages".......

PURPOSE....... ONLY PURPOSE.........

There are somethings you want,
There are somethings you need,
But, when these become a Purpose of Life
There is no stopping, you finally succeed.......

Many of those people out there
Seem to have taken your place.
Consider it as life's game
Don't sit back, face it
And gradually;you will reach way ahead............

You will Live your dream
He will keep his word
Stand up, He is here to hold
He shall carry you till there
And never let you fall
He can give his life, he must see you on top of the world
He will love you as much, even if he doesn't deserve to be there
He shall wait all his life, till you come and take him away........ :)

Surrender to You, My Love.!!!!

Every moment seems fresh
Like the Early morning Dew
The smell of wet mud
The first light of the day....

Serene and pacifying
Every word we share
Love flows through my Blood
Thinking about You, who is somewhere There....

My heart leaps
It wants to come out
"What do I do here". it says
"When your Life is all Her"........

I think of you
I dream of you
I have surrendered to you
Now, you are the one Who completes Me.....

I shall stand by you
I shall Love you
I will never make you insane
I will be a Lovable Pain.....

If you ever say The End
And Wish me Good bye
My breath would stop, after taking your Name
I will fall, but, my love will never fail........

Where do I go now?
Lost in the woods, I am downed
Trying to pull myself up
Hurting every bit of muscle, Tearing them apart......
I try to show this is no Dreamworld
And, I am no villian who lies convincingly
I am not insane that I speak no sense
I am no actor who plays this role with ease.....
I regretted not knowing to swim
But, now I really don't
'Cause I am already drowned
In the ocean of misery that I got.......
I cannot respond
My body is like frozen meat
Waiting to be roasted not to last.......
My eyes are bloodshot
I want to scream and cry
I realise that my tears have dried
Now, there is only blood that I can shed........
All I will do now is wait
Deep in the pit that I have been abandoned at
I shall not stretch out my hands for anyone
Till the day breaks, and I wake up from my slumber.......

Lifeless!!!!
Inspired by an article I read in the Newspapers

Was I a criminal
Did I ever Forge
All I knew was to feel
And reciprocate all that I felt.......
Was I an intruder
Encroaching illegally into a world
A world that spread happiness
Happiness that was my own.......
Was I a killer
Always unfaithful for his gain
I never tried being selfish
Alas! the killer has been killed.....
What was the crime
To show love, that was limitless
To play a prank that is believed to be true
Or, is the world unfair, smiling at my dead soul........

My Imagination Speaks.....
A treat to my eyes, it surely was
Grazing through my stubble
That supple skin of yours
Turning a beautiful pink.....


Blood rushed through my veins
My soul jumped as I skipped a thousand beats
I fell for You, Head over heels!!

What a Beautiful Life!!!!!!

A time when nobody sleeps
There I lie on the bed
Eyes closed, deep slumber
Smiling away to glory
Assuming the thoughts in my head; Dreams
As the Truth, pleasant truth......

Living every moment of it
My heart begins to beat hard
Feels like my chest would rip open
I stay put like a log, on the bed
Loving the way I feel
I am smiling away to glory......

I see someone lying next to me
With hand upon my chest
Feeling my heart,
Or stopping it from popping out
I don't realise it is a dream
I have not stopped smiling away to glory.....

I hear a sweet voice call out my name
I try talking back, but, she doesn't seem to hear
The voice gets louder, I wake up
I see mom...
Imagining what a fool I am, I smile away to glory; shyly............

High!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This poem came into my head one nite when i was lying on top of a water tank of a building along with my friends... i was looking at the sky and i fell in love with it... thus, this arose then...

Oh!!! This is Beauty

I look up, I see

The stars are racing through the sky

Seems like a mad rush for the moon

That looks like a pretty lady's side profile......

I am mystified by this beauty

I know, i am not i my senses

I seem to be inebirated

By inhaling the Mist flowing through....

Chill breeze strinking my body

Feels like ice on a red-hot iron

I smile, I don't know why

This is a night i will always Remember......

Bliss!!!!
This poem, I dedicate to my dear Friend K.K. It is from one conversation with him that I stole the phrase Moonlit Night.... And, it is that poetic Conversation that has made me come here again and post.....
Lying down on the grass
I look at the stars
And, the bats fly across
One beautiful moonlit night.....

An owl hoots at a distance
Taking me into another world
The Mystery of the Night
At a time when most of the world is at peace....

Fresh settlements of dew
Tickle my neck
Bringing memories of the childhood days
When this would have been "The Extreme Pleasure"...

The fragrance in the air
Heavenly bliss
Refreshing every torn flesh
Mending a heart, once shred to tatters.....

The sounds of the night
Strangely sedating
Force my eyelids close
Before I sleep on that pretty moonlit night.....

A Fairytale!!!!

Inspired by a movie I just watched. 

A beautiful life I lived
Looking out into the space
Beyond the stars, far away
So many angels I did see
But, one defined desperation to me.
A Princess from outside this world
The prettiest in the mystic fairyland

The fairy taught me what love was
A divine hypnosis, spirited insight
A hyper- person that I am
Put into a trance by a sacred rhythm
Everything seemed bright, and the angel disappeared
Taking away every light, Soul of the world..

Frustration in me, a complete despair
A dream (that) came true, Shattered (me) again
No hope in me, am lone again
Till I breathe heavy and fair.....

Pumping every muscle that was eaten away
A 'six pack ab', I decide, must pull me through
Hurting every muscle, a rough terrain
Nobody to caress me, I still survive.........

Sensing the angel everywhere
And memories of those beautiful days
I can smell her Divine Madness today
Or, it is my Madness, do I say
This is a tale of a fairy and me
A true fairytale indeed!!!!