I am falling apart inside
Complicating everything I feel
My heart seems to be bleeding to death
But, I smile and walk the path......

Living as two persons
Nothing new to me
The world sees "The Me"
My dearest know "The True Me"....

The people inside have risen in count
Three faces that I own
One person consoles, another fakes a smile
The third hides far behind the other two shadows.

Truly destructive it gets
My own ones can't judge the fake
Though I lay behind two masks
I still continue to wither..... deep within!!!!!

As the light shines into my face
And, the numbness of the morning plays its game,
I feel something in my chest
Something absolutely strange.......
Like a cannon ball crushing my ribs
Not from outside, but from within....

As I try getting up
Feels like I have been tied down
My head is drenched in sweat
And throat parched like a desert
I try to shout, can't speak a word......

And suddenly, a burst of adrenalin
I pull myself up in a go
With such ease, as if I had never been tied
I look around to see where I am
Smiling at what I saw, I go back to sleep!!!!!!