Moonlight to Sunshine!!!!!

I stayed up from moonlight to sunshine
Thought about random moment of life
The words I heard and the words I spoke
The songs that were sung,
The jokes guffawed at,
I lost count on my Lagers,
They did not seem bitter anymore.....
I thought.......

There was fear in me,
I did not want to think
I was afraid they would be gone
I sought reassurance that I was awake
There was music playing in my speakers
But, not playing in my head
Felt like my ears have barricades
Music was not soothing anymore....
I feared......

And, then came the sunshine
Bringing along with it, a new hope
A ray of immortal light, very divine
I realised the truth
This was life's most important journey,
And, it began long ago
I prayed to finish the journey
And suddenly, Lager was bitter
And, no more left to have....
The barricades were crashed
Music played loud into my ears.....
My mind felt at ease;
With light came hope.... A prayer
I hope.......

There are many people I must prove to
Many mouths I must shut,
And leave many other mouths wide open....

Never feels good to feel like an underdog
Not easy to just smile and take it all
I always gave it back; successfully
But, there was something, that was still missing....


I realised, giving it back was vain
I can't keep answering every person coming my way
All I needed was that spark
And, I could answer the whole world in a go.....


My mind wandered all around,
Into prohibited zones, and was never prosecuted
But, I remained unsatisfied
The quest, though silent, still remained....


Every night as I decide to sleep
I promise myself never to let myself down
For, it is not a selfish need anymore
It is an aspiration,